Ever want to do something and ignored it? Ever really really wanted to do something and ignored it? Ever stop to see someone doing that something and have your body send a wave through you? A kind of shiver. Happens all the time to me. I have brain reactions a feeling that it's opening up - expanding, sorry that's the best description I can give.
I've ignored it for oh 30 or so years, probably longer. Probably it started back when I was learning to play the guitar (still have my original guitar too).
So I'm going to stop ignoring it. I just ordered a cello (no not an expensive one). The sound of a cello entrances me, always have.
So I'm going to learn.
I don't have time not really, it's part of why I never started before, my life has always been too deep. But I don't care, I'll find the time. It might mean I'll be here less. That does not mean that I've given up on DA, especially not with all my wonderful friends here. Friends I haven't had time to enjoy in a long time. And I'm really sorry about that.
But I have to move ahead. We all do.